i feel small. i wonder if i can do this. so much work, deadlines, projects, and everyones pulling ming in different directions :( can anyone handle so much at one time? i miss the days before school started :( being serious takes the fun out of everything :( its so hard to stay happy and sometimes i wonder if all this is worth fighting for. is this worth my youth? because i can so foresee ming leaving school with huge eyebags, white (and thinning!) hair, wrinkles, and a prematurely ageing body :(:(:( to enter the workforce where life is one madder rush. at e rate im going theres a high chance i wont live to turn 30. but i'll die with the body of a 70 year old. the prospect is terrifying :( is it really worth it?
keep me fighting! i dont know what else to do.
a star fell from the sky;
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